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DJRocketsays:
July21,2010at10:20am
Istumbledacrossthisblogwhiletryingtoresearchmyownproblem.I’minmy30′sandmarried,Iefromaverydysfuntionalbackground,myfatherwashefatherlytype,prettymuchaspermdonorreally.ihave2olderbrotherswithwhomihaveionship.growingupihadmabuddiesbutusuallytheyfelltothewaysidethroughrelationshipswithgirlswhowahemtothemselves,youprobablyknowthetype.idonthaveanytactwithfamilythesedays.isidermyselfstraightalthoughlatelyihavereallystartedtopineformaleaffe,notsexoranythingbutisupposeastrongmalebondwithsome1.maybesome1totalkaboutcertainthingswithandthat.i’mnotreallysurehowtoarticulateitbutisupposeifeelihavebeeivelyeffectedbyhavingnmalerolemodelsinmylife.ienvymenwhohavearealbestfriendthetypeyouknowwoulddoanythingfortheirfriend.ihaveareallygoodmatewholivessomedistanceawayifwegettogetherforasessionweusuallybookahoteliyasitscheaperthantryingtogethome.onourlastsessionwehadadoubleandsingleintheroom.webothcrashedinthedouble,iwasstarkers,hehadboxerson.nothinghappenedalthoughidontthinkiwouldhavewantedanythingtobutididgetareallygoodifunusualfeelingaboutbeingsoclosenadintimatewithanotherman.(ifthatmakessence)i’vethoughtreallyhardaboutwhetherornotiwouldbeopentosomethinghappeniweenus,asmallpartofmethinksiwouldfortheexperiendprobablymoreimportantlytofeellovedbyaman,butanotherpartofmefeelsdisgustedbyit.irealotofthisesfromachildhoodwithouthugsoraffeandiknowiamagoodpersonwhodeservesit.i’mhappilymarried,upsanddownsbutprettynormal.doesanyonehaveanysimilarstoriestheycouldsharesoiknowiamnotalonehere<
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maybebisays:
July21,2010at9:13pm
Ithinkitmakestotalsehere’ssomethingverypowerfulinafriendshipstrongenoughtobeogether,ornearlynaked.
AndI’mwithyouontheneedfor“brothers”!Missingmineprettybadthesedays.
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btown1981says:
August2,2010at4:07am
youtwoshouldbee‘brothers’!!:)Imyselfhavehadanexperieha‘bestfriend’.Him(straight)andI(atthetimecur
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